I've now been in Arizona a little over two weeks. I was on such a roll with interviews, but unfortunately that has slowed down a lot. I haven't heard back from my other interviews either. It can get discouraging and worry some. However, for the most part I've been at peace and not worried. It's really odd, actually. Deep down I know Heavenly Father will take care of me because I am doing what He wants me to do. But, there are of course times when I am tempted to doubt. I'm sure it will get scarier if I still don't have a job as time goes on and my savings start to dwindle. But, I'm going to do my best to be strong.
Mostly, I've felt like I need to relax and enjoy this time. Let's be honest, I need to recover from a brutal 8 & 1/2 months. That job drained me physically and emotionally. I really
feel different and happier now that I am not working there.
I've been trying to find an apartment or house to live in down here (with LDS roommates). It has been interesting. I've looked at two places and have come really close to looking at other places. But, nothing has felt completely right. It is really important to me to have good roommates and a good ward. I'm glad I can take the time to find those things. I'm not sure where I'll end up. I'm thinking about living in Mesa. It seems to be in the middle of things. I don't want to have to commute, so it'd be nice if I lived somewhat close to where I work. I was thinking about all of this and wondering if I am just an indecisive person (which I know I can be) and can't just buckle down and make a decision on where to live. But, the more I thought about it I realized that sometimes the Spirit's role is one of restraint. I do think that for whatever reason, the Spirit has been letting me know that none of those choices are the right places to live right now.
I have to tell y'all about my first Sunday here in Arizona. So, I looked up the local singles' ward on lds.org. It said it meets at 2:00 (so late!). I also read somewhere else that it started at 1:30. I decided to be there by 1 just in case. I got to the building and people were out in the foyer. I was late! The Sacrament was being passed. I figured everything I saw online was wrong. So, after the Sacrament was finished I found a spot in the chapel. The ward looked really young. It just didn't feel like the place for me.
To my surprise, there was another YSA ward right after that. Sure enough, it was the ward I was originally planning on going to. I liked this ward a lot better. After Sacrament meeting I headed to Sunday School. A nice girl sat by me and started talking to me. I later found out she's the RS President. She has helped me a lot! She's given me a lot of information about wards (that are older) in the area, institute, etc. She even invited me to a girls' night tonight. I am SO thankful for her!
Well, we are heading into the holiday season, folks! Already! Time seems to fly faster and faster every year. I've already had the desire to listen to Christmas music, which is odd. I am usually one of those who don't want to start the Christmas music until the day after Thanksgiving. I guess it's not a bad thing, right? Anyway, hope everyone has a great Thanksgiving!